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Flying High
Laura House Laura House

Flying High

The only time I remember Nathan flying as a child was at the local airport when a former air force pilot took our kids up in his small plane as part of a field trip. But by the time he was a teenager, Nathan was determined to learn to fly.

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Learning to Drive — Then and Now
Laura House Laura House

Learning to Drive — Then and Now

I feel that since losing Nathan, I’ve been learning to drive all over again. Sometimes I am filled with confidence that I’ve mastered this new way of living as a bereaved parent, finding purpose and joy in my journey. But other times I feel that I’ve missed my turn and am backing up in the middle of the highway to try to figure out where I’m supposed to go.

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The Best is Yet to Come
Laura House Laura House

The Best is Yet to Come

I’ve always been thankful for the wisdom my husband sheds on situations in our lives. But this time, I didn’t ask or listen. I guess my desire to bring joy to my children skewed my perception of things.

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The Beach
Laura House Laura House

The Beach

During the thirty-seven years of our marriage, the beach has always been our “happy place” — and we passed that love on to our three children.

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Are We Almost There Yet?
Laura House Laura House

Are We Almost There Yet?

Inevitably, you’ve heard these words from your children while traveling, “Are we almost there yet?” When they are young, that question might be asked every few minutes!

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Nathan Wait!
Laura House Laura House

Nathan Wait!

We loved camping. I look back now and am surprised that I not only survived but actually thrived in those experiences. Back then, it seemed like nothing to pack up the kids and van, head to a state park and tent-camp in the rain, wind, and one time, unexpected snow.

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Wrong Place…Wrong Time
Laura House Laura House

Wrong Place…Wrong Time

Many children seem to have a natural aptitude for sports, and Nathan was no exception. If you are the mom of a child involved in sports, you’ve likely attended not only hundreds of games through the years, but also, dozens of award ceremonies, parent meetings, and end-of-the-year banquets.

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Emergency Letter
Laura House Laura House

Emergency Letter

When Nathan was ten, Gary and I won a trip to Cancun. Rarely traveling without the kids, this was a new adventure for us, and for them. As we pulled out of our driveway to head to my parent’s house, where the kids would be pampered by grandparents for the duration of our trip, Nathan spotted his beloved cat, Todd, clearly limping.

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You’re Not My Mommy
Knapsack Knapsack

You’re Not My Mommy

Nathan was always incredibly tender-hearted and kind. All three of my kids share that quality. He was also rambunctious and ornery, giving me a slew of funny memories to treasure, and he exhibited honesty to the core. He couldn’t lie.

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Intentional Living
Knapsack Knapsack

Intentional Living

My sister came to visit recently and brought me an ornately carved wooden box. Explaining that she had one at home also, she shared about what she had heard on a radio program and proposed that we give it a try.

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Emergency Mode
Knapsack Knapsack

Emergency Mode

The moment I knew he was gone, I switched into “emergency” mode. Actually, I’ve always been decent in emergencies, only crashing emotionally when they were over.

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My Promise
Laura House Laura House

My Promise

For his whole life, he had dreamed of having a BB gun. I say his “whole life” but he was still a little guy. The requests for this item actually began around age five, after seeing his older cousins, and they resurfaced every Christmas.

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Christmas
Laura House Laura House

Christmas

Christmas was a special time for us. When the kids were young, the day was usually spent with extended family, where the cousins performed an annual Christmas pageant in Grandma and Grandpa’s living room.

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Hidden Treasure
Laura House Laura House

Hidden Treasure

I lost my mom fifteen months before Nathan. Unbeknownst to anyone, she had pancreatic cancer that had silently been ravaging her body. From her diagnosis to entering Heaven took less than two weeks.

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Questions
Laura House Laura House

Questions

The dreaded question seemed to be everywhere after Nathan died. “How many children do you have?” Nearly every new person I met seemed loaded and ready to ask. It was as if I had a sign on my back.

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Thanksgiving
Laura House Laura House

Thanksgiving

The last few weeks have been difficult. Grief is funny like that. Like a lion stealthily hunting its prey, you never know when it’s going to sneak up and grip you again. Nathan loved Thanksgiving. It was his favorite holiday. He loved to eat.

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Our Hearts Are Home
Laura House Laura House

Our Hearts Are Home

Welcome to our blog and thank you for taking the time to let us share our thoughts with you. We hope in the posts to come that you’ll find encouragement, inspiration, and challenging content that is useful to you. However, for our inaugural post, we simply want to introduce ourselves and Our Hearts Are Home.

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